so goodbye for a while, I'm off to explore every boundary and every door

This is a photography blog. I know. But this is definitely photography related. And it's my blog. And I need to vent. So there :P

A Sunday filled with a mess of thoughts. Isn't that what it's all about? There's an uncertainty about everything. Nothing is constant. Not really. Though, I'm one of the lucky ones. Things can go wrong, hearts can be broken, one can lose faith... yet I have a constant thing in my life I always can seek solace in. Photography. It's expression, escapism, comfort, passion, on and on and on...

I also have a deep need for music in my life. Without it, I'd probably go crazy. But there are actual times where things in my head are so messed up that music can be just too much. Photography never is. Never. I've realized now that I have something I can have all to myself, that can cure me. And that's extremely important for a slightly messed up individual, such as myself. The need to express something is so strong, and I'm never happier than when I work with projects of my own. I forget everything else. I'm a mess if I don't have anything to work on. I'm directly aggravated (sorry for those times, mom and dad....). 

You probably caught that this is a black Sunday, yeah? Therefore I am closing my eyes, catching the last rays of the winter sun. Then I am closing in with music and my latest project, which I'm really excited about. Thank goodness for that project. I'd be outside running of some steam otherwise. 

This is a a glimpse of it. Oda as the fox. Martine as flashlight assistant. I love you both!